Sunday, May 24, 2009
Ladys and Gentlemen Mr. and Mrs Joseph Wong
As you all know we had a wedding to go to today. It was done very well and couldn't have been done better. Jacqueline and Joseph make a very nice couple. The ceremony was very nice with live violin and cello music playing in the background. To be honest I'm not sure if it was a violin and cello,because of all the other things going on that I was paying attention to, plus I was video taping the couple getting married. It could have been drums and maracas for all I know. Not to sound like I didn't care , I was just watching the ceremony very closely just not the music part.( I am sorry for that) Watching the two flower girls (My Kaitlyn and my God Child and Niece Holly) come down the path really made me start to think. ( more on that later) I really think they will make a wonderful couple and can't say that enough. Joseph and Jacqueline that is not Kaitlyn and Holly.Not saying they won't be a nice couple just not with each other. Actually when they play together they are a cute couple just not that kind. Never mind I think I am digging a hole here.
The cupcakes that were served for desert were not from this planet. They were the most delicious cupCAKES that I have had. The frosting was pure heaven. Jacqueline told me were she got them from and I forgot. All I remember is I asked her and then I was dreaming about my next dose of those CupCAKES but, When I came to she was gone Yes, they were that good but not only that, they were huge. They were definitely manly in size. Oh yea the other food was very good too.
Now what I wanted to say is the whole time during the Wedding Ceremony I was thinking about not being there when My little girl finds somebody to marry. It is a hard pill to swallow knowing that I could have prevented most of my illness if I didn't ignore it and now I am paying for it. It's hard thinking about all your kids and not being there when they do these milestones.It's just different with your little girl because Daddy's always dream of walking there little girls down the aisle. I really don't know if I will get that chance. I know the next surgery I have can improve my chances of survival. That's just it, it improves it but doesn't guarantee anything. I will always have that cloud over my head for the rest of my life. What will this do to my wife that I love with all my heart and soul. She will be left holding the pieces of the home we were building together. The surgery that I need is very risky and that is something else for me to think about. I know I am wondering off a little but ,that is what this blog is all about. It is truly about what my feelings and my true thoughts are. Not about the silly stories that I tell. I do like telling the stories so all of you get to know me and my family a little better. And to understand why I am the way I am.
It's late and I still have to say my daily prayers. Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers, and just being who you are and reading my blog. God Bless
I also wanted to say that the cord we use to download picture to the computer is missing. That is why there hasn't been any pictures lately. As soon as we fix the problem , pictures will return. Thank you for your patience.