Friday, March 6, 2009

Here I go again.



I need to continue with yesterday apologizes to my family. I need to tell my mom I am sorry for taking off on my toy lamb when I was 2.
I was just taking a joy ride on a nice sunny day. I would still probably be on my lamb if it wasn't for 2 people who stopped me. The ride in the police car was fun and I really enjoyed the ice cream cone the officer gave me. What ever happened to that lamb mom? I really miss her.

Today, has been uneventful. Not much happened. I went for an ultra sound in the morning and visited with my mom on the way home. Sally and Zachary are going to his school's fun fair in a little bit. I really wish I would be able to go but I know I am better off staying home because of the germs. Next year Zach, Dad will take you. When they are gone I will be wrapping up Zachary's birthday gifts. It's hard to believe my little pumpkin will be turning 7 tomorrow. Then later tonight Sally and I will be watching "The Haunting of Molly Hartley" with a bowl of popcorn.

I want to tell everyone about one of my greatest regrets,and I hope that some people can learn from this. I am now 44 years old Michael is 18, Zachary will be 7 tomorrow and Kaitlyn will be 2 in April. I wish that I spent more time with my kids than what I did. I was always working and when I was home I was to tired to do much and irritable. Now that I am home , I still can't , because I have restrictions. I'm not saying I never did anything with them , just not enough to have what I believe should be good memories with there Dad. So to my kids I am sorry for that. So on a Happier note I am more determined than ever to beat this so my kids will Have the memories of there Dad that they deserve.

Dinner tonight will be the cheesiest Macaroni and Cheese courtesy of Centrella, with a fresh glass of milk.


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