Today I am still extremely tired. It's frustrating for me. The weather is perfect, the kids are home from spring break but I don't have the energy to enjoy it. I feel like I need to sleep all day but I don't want to. I got out a little bit today. I drove Michael to the doctor and stopped at the meat market and Borders on the way home. I am ready for another nap. Another thing that makes it difficult is Zachary being only 7 it's hard for him to understand why his dad isn't able to ride bikes, take walks and play outside with him.

I took a break from writing this and drove Zachary to the park. It was nice. I sat on the bench. I enjoyed watching him having fun and playing but wish I was able to play with him like I use to.

Tonight's dinner was BLT sandwiches. Made with freshly baked bread, the finest bacon from my butcher (fried to just the right crispiness without being burnt), vine riped tomato( which were thinly sliced and sprinkled with fresh grounded sea salt), miracle whip (made by the fine people at Kraft), and crispy lettuce leafs. To accompany my delightful sandwich was a side of the creamiest macaroni salad made with the perfect blend of mayo, vinegar, and mustered with freshly chopped red peppers, onions and celery. Tonight beverage was a glass of fresh cow's milk pasteurized to perfection.